Crossroads

 I am aware that I am at a crossroads in my life.  I am waiting to hear the results of tests that will change my life greatly.  If my blood work is therapeutic and my blood clots have dissolved they can do the CT scan to see if the mass in my lung has changed.  If it is safe to do a biopsy they will schedule it. 

The nurse and caseworker came to evaluate if I should go into an assisted living facility, or have someone stay with me 24/7.  I will do whatever I need to do to avoid that.  I can't even entertain the thought of not having my dogs.  Maria will be out of work when she has the baby.  It is hard for me to open the door and let someone new in, even if it is just temporary.  I have lived alone most of the last 20 years.  I've had good assistants and I have had bad ones too. 

God has His timing. My niece and her son are going to come stay with me for a few months.  It should be interesting.